ḳhudī ko kar buland itnā ki har taqdīr se pahle
ḳhudā bande se ḳhud pūchhe batā terī razā kyā hai

Friday, 14 July 2017

Loneliness


Oh! Loneliness
unlike any other day
you fill me with a sweet chaos
showing me a new way

to the destiny
I ought to reach
to the destiny
I wanted in which

I'm all alone
with my companion
lost in her eyes
in ecstacy of oblivion

My love,

in vain, Finding the words
to reach the heights of your beauty
the rain, of light from those splendors
enlightens me of you, O' my deity

I dream about the end
I lost the way
take my hand my friend
don't let me go astray

it's a prison I live in
every bar is your thought
why would I break in
to the world which is but nought

you, I want
bear your agony, I can't

even if my silence is what it takes
to keep you safe and aloof
with all vitality of a drowning man
i'll fight and cry with myself

forgive me if for any reason
I disclose this and loose your faith
this is treachery, this is treason
this is also my one last breath

Tuesday, 27 June 2017

Love Dualism


Ashamed I am of the latest event
and it feels like I got bitten by a serpent

It tells me my love was ne'er love
and that avidity was way above
My heart is torn to pieces
and the pain only increases

Of all these years of penance
I can feel the sheer absence
of what I had set out to achieve
to finally experience blissful peace

Aware I am now of my failure
saw it all in my life's trailer
The strength and the courage
got bogged down by that baggage

Took ample pride in who I made me.
Factors played their role, I now agree.

My heart now yearns for that path
penance commences: tell it not in Gath.

Habits changed the way I wanted,
I did complete what I started.

It took me to unexplored meadows,
The need for climbing virgin peaks arose.

Realized my purpose was still incomplete,
Smiled and said I will live free.

In a flurry of commotion,
of that unpleasant yet romantic realization,
the lump of air, I couldn't swallow.
my heart screamed, I couldn't follow.

Wise did it make me yet again
taught me to embrace that pain,
to work with me ,
set myself free,
wake me up from my slumber,
taste life, no wonder.and it feels like I got bitten by a serpent

It tells me my love was ne'er love
and that avidity was way above
My heart is torn to pieces
and the pain only increases

Of all these years of penance
I can feel the sheer absence
of what I had set out to achieve
to finally experience blissful peace

Aware I am now of my failure
saw it all in my life's trailer
The strength and the courage
got bogged down by that baggage

Took ample pride in who I made me.
Factors played their role, I now agree.

My heart now yearns for that path
penance commences: tell it not in Gath.


Habits changed the way I wanted,
I did complete what I started.

It took me to unexplored meadows,
The need for climbing virgin peaks arose.

Realized my purpose was still incomplete,
Smiled and said I will live free.

In a flurry of commotion,
of that unpleasant yet romantic realization,
the lump of air, I couldn't swallow.
my heart screamed, I couldn't follow.

Wise did it make me yet again
taught me to embrace that pain,
to work with me ,
set myself free,
wake me up from my slumber,
taste life, no wonder.

Tuesday, 20 June 2017

My Reflections



I wish there was a mirror,

Which told me how I felt

Which showed me my true self

But then I am afraid

That if I knew what I was

Would I still love myself?


Mirrors are traders,

They give you what you give them..

Neither less, nor more

But of some things m still unsure

Wht if …..the mirror doesn’t reflect the truth ?

Wht if ….its a shrewd trickster,

Swindling around with our images?

Coz what I see in the mirror is not me, I know

And what I really am, I still hesitate to show….


I wonder whether I will find a true mirror,

Reflecting ME,

Echoing MY voice…

Though harsh, but so true,

Though aching, but still so sweet,

Coz mirror is reflection of pretence, not thoughts

It is so untrue and false,

It deceives me throughout my life,

Gets me back to the start…

to go around again!


I blind myself to my own thirst….

I starve my soul,

Bind my flight,

Curb my voice,

Mould my image,

To fit that mirror,

Oh! That limiting mirror…

Unaware of my potential,

Ignorant of my choices……


If it’s just that mirror which hold me back

I refuse to gaze in it

I reject the need of its approval

Coz I know that it’s too shallow to gauge my depth

And I pity those who spend their whole life framed in that mirror….

Oh! That limiting mirror…..

Saturday, 20 May 2017

Bird in Me


A bird may sing, a bird may cry
a bird may fall and she may fly
She sways away to the unknown lands
she lives in no place, neither air nor sands
But the lives she sees make her fumble
The sands of time make her humble
A part of her she shares with joy
and flies away to the lands so dry
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A land so green, a river so full
O dear Birdy, let me sing you into a lull
The stars shine in the sky so wide
the ocean kisses the shore with gentle tide
Let your music fill the air, so pure
Let your art blossom just a little more
Stay!
The song of your heart, for its sake
For every spirit here now you'll wake
will not stand in your way if you chose to fly
unless you promise not to say goodbye...

Wednesday, 17 May 2017

Own Life



One step low, one step high..

I am still where I was as time slips by…

People come, people go ..

I still don’t know who I really know…

Is it love?? or is it hate ..

Can I figure it out before it’s too late????

I am blamed that I have changed…

Why shouldn’t I; when all the others do the same….

For I am the master ..

But still my own slave….

I live my own life….

to go down my own grave…

For once I realize the crux of life …….

And the very next; I do forget …

That life is a function of time and luck ,

And I still don’t know which flowers to pluck…

Saturday, 13 May 2017

3 Saal Modi Sarkar


It all started 3 years back one the youth of the country decided to change the regime in India and it finally did by giving the mandate to BJP
Party which asked people vote on the name of the face of the present Prime Minister of the country Shri Narendra Modi due his popularity and as he proved this in the Gujrat Assembly Election Making a hatric of Victory
He showed the people of vision about "Sabka Saath Sabka Vikas" people of every group started praising this they all were dreaming that this is a thing which can change India's future and lead it to a brighter future and it started with the visits of the PM to different nations making a positive outlook about India. Welcomed the investors to "Make in India"
Government also moved in the field of Technology dreamed of making "Digital India" from cities to villages, it's  one of the most important scheme was "Swatch Bharat Abhiyan" which show that today India needs more number of "Sauchalaya then Devalayas" lndia even in 21st century is not free from open defecation still there are thousands of people in the villages which like to defecate in open it may be there inability to construct toilet may be they are doing because of lack of finance, efforts of the Government  have improved the situation and improvement data shows that the number of toilets have been increased and a very rapid speed and these are ever growing and due to which it is benefitting the other aspects such as health as if they will not defecate in open they will remain healthy
The dream is every household the country would be electrified in few years and providing house for all so that situation of the Poor could be improved and after that one of the most bold decision taken by the government was the demonetisation which chopped of the hands of those who were involved in black money, longer effects of this needed to be seen yet.
But still the "Beti Bachho Beti Badhai" showing good signs in states whoes sex ratio was a reason for getting tensed.
There are many other notable achievements of the Government ,in these three years it has not have any strain of Scam for which previous Governments were famous but still it have long to go and reviewing this at present time will not be worth.

Gandhiji said that "Be the change you wish to see the world"
There are 2 more years with government have whatever happen in 3 years government should increase it positively and start improving itself more so that it could get the good result in 2019 general elections it should also need to remember that in 2019 election would be a very dynamic you cannot fight the election just on the face of the Prime Minister we have to show the report card to the people and 2 years is not a very small time they are many challenges which government have to take off the Kashmir issue which government need to be taken very sophisticated manner ,communal harmony government need to be maintain a situation of love harmony among the people despite of any religion caste it should also lead the country to achieving the SDG goals and make India place where each and every person is dignity is respected.
I wish Government best wishes
And feel that it will surely present the true form of Governance ,here I remember few lines of Abraham Lincoln's famous definition

Government of the people, by the people, for the people, shall not perish from the Earth.

Wednesday, 10 May 2017

Win the "Losing"



Winning or losing
Whatever it may
I never ever thought of this
Winning is like reaching the destination...
Losing is akin to bumpy rides on a journey full of self motivation...

Winning ends with destination but Losing means endless destinations.

Burning is an end for the people who decide to win...For failures burns are just lessons from the past. Failure makes man out of mice because nothing is going to hurt you till it takes your life!
Know this truth for it is for you the truth seeker.

Destination will always remain there
Forever